A WHIFF OF REALISATION AND DREAMS...

Just when I was gaining confidence that I was going good in my project...understanding the nitty-gritties of this monster mainframe system, juggling with JCL,Cobol,VSAM etcetera... a new project has arrived and I have been put into it... The domain is really good(Securities-stock markets,equity...all those stuff)... its a challenging project ... with plans of starting from scratch with a newly devised system that has to be put into place...a new challenge ... a new chance ... a new beginning ... the very short period I have been in the IT arena learning to be a galdiator... i have just watched the sensitivity and dynamicity with which things take new shapes and end-up altogether different than what was proposed to be...There is only one constancy in this..and that is 'CHANGE' ... it requires u to be alert , positive and a perfectionist to the core... u never know where u r going in this... once u r in a domain u feel that the other domain are really lucrative and when u come out of ur existing one...u feel u r out of a very good opportunity...one thing i have learned and wud like to tell u guyz if u r reading this is .. dont ever go for the likeness of a single domain..u may get it or u may not get it...

But remember one thing that this world spins on money and whatever day-to-day activities that happens in this fast-changing world is out to generate more of the 100's, the 200's , the 500's bills ... and also as a software professional u r privileged enough to earn some extra bucks than ur counterparts in other arenas... yes the added charm that u r enjoying life to the fullest and u have a global view on the problems at hand...u gain a cold confidence that ... yes boss ... this is my life... and am living life king's size...with a vibrant culture and a feel-good factor...

So i have gained this insight ... no matter what technology or what domain u r in ... all it matters is ur creation... a product from ur mind ... ur design in action and how it is being used by other entities...its all abt a feeling that reverberates inside u --- I KNOW HOW THE WORLD WORKS AND I KNOW HOW TO MAKE IT WORK --- face the world with confidence and belief that u well-equipped to do so, the world respects u....ah yes...apart from all these biz-extravaganzas...there is something called being urself...an identity which has given u an uniqueness and a feeling upon which ur cosmic existence is in being...DARE TO DREAM ... & FOLLOW IT ... doesnt matter u win or lose ... thats a part of the game...what matters is at the end of the day u should be able to tell urself ... Yes I followed my dreams...b'coz i believed in them and myself...after all thats what life is all abt... u only have one life and one chance to achieve whatever u wanted in life ... right...so never ever turn away a chance to do what u might never do at all in ur life...

And as i wake up from this siesta...a strong reality hits me that i need to rush to my apartment and prepare food for tonight...the hunger demon is striking !!!...i need to quiten it and make it wait for a couple of hours more...but yes all the 'data' which i have given above happen very spontaneouly in life...so live for today...and look forward for tomorrow and savour yesterday...never have any regrets in life and try to be a good human being, good friend,good brother,a good son, a good lover ... well the list goes on ...

Special moments in my life :-)